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Ché-Dermont Julio Grant
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Trinidad and Tobago
I am a hobbyist at best. I love taking photos but I wouldn't do it for a living. Currently I am a film student at The University of the West Indies. I also like to draw a bit at times, though that's really a seasonal thing. I don't necessarily consider myself any good but I do believe that people may be interested in what I can do. The work I produce is a result of whatever mood I'm in.

LoK: Who wants Asami and Mako to get back together? I know I do! 

2 deviants said Nah, not gonna happen.
1 deviant said Me! I want it so bad. Screw Korra!
No deviants said Maybe? Would be weird but...
  • Mood: Depressed
I am not in a good place right now. I mean, yeah. I've moved out for over two months now. Living away from home is great but I've not been coping with school as well as I thought I would. Idle hands are the devil's play things. Stuck on this one assignment that's due today, and I can't get past a point. It's like I have this massive block that's stopping me from working. That and a ghost from the past appeared and may very well fuck over my academic career. I don't even want to leave my apartment today. I have to, though. I must.
  • Mood: Depressed
Went to my first Afrikan Society meeting today. It wasn't a good experience for me. Actually, when you read what I have to write her, you'll probably think I'm just a lazy-ass punk-ass wuss who can't take a little bit of shame. Think what you want of me, but I can't help but feel depressed to the point of crying. I participated in dance practice when I really should've just joined the others for the drumming session instead. It was difficult to keep up with the dance instructor and I couldn't do most of the dance moves because I severely lack coordination. Sometimes, my brain wouldn't let me move my arms and legs at the same time, or in the correct directions. Most of the time, my brain wouldn't let me move at all. Once I realized I was just standing there on a stage with a bunch of other people dancing around me, and the people sitting in the seats were just watching me fail at attempting Wes African dance moves, I slowly retreated behind the curtains, grabbed my shoes and socks during a water break, and I left. I tried my best to hold back tears while walking through campus on my way back to my apartment. It was hard, but I did it. Doesn't help that I didn't sleep well at all last night either. I shall go cry myself to sleep. I really need to resume counselling. 

By the way, I know that I would probably be better at it if I practice more. I know that for sure. I just can't help but feel the way I do right now, though; embarrassed, defeated, tired, depressed, and angry at myself.


Fri Jul 4, 2014, 6:44 AM
Wassup guys?
Sun Jun 1, 2014, 9:51 AM
Sun Apr 6, 2014, 9:52 PM
Tue Feb 11, 2014, 9:28 AM
heehee !
Mon Jan 21, 2013, 3:58 PM
Oh cool, let me shout here. AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sun Jan 20, 2013, 9:56 PM
Hooray! Hi. XD
Thu Jan 7, 2010, 12:06 AM
Hi :)
Wed Jan 6, 2010, 4:11 AM
No shouts? C'mon people. Shout!
Thu Dec 31, 2009, 11:24 AM



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MustafaSEZER Featured By Owner Edited Nov 21, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much my dear friend ,
HAve a wonderful weekend :wave: 

mk0d Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome, and same to you! :D
MustafaSEZER Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much my dear friend ,
Have a wonderful weekend  :wave: 

Artistik-Bootya Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:thanks: for the :+fav: on LONDON ANDREWS PANORAMA 1 by Artistik-Bootya  :bow: 
SwxrdZ Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for faving my piece bro. I hope everything is well! Keep up the good work on your art
mk0d Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you, and you're most welcome.
Artistik-Bootya Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:thanks: for the :+fav: on BRITNEY SIREN 2 PANORAMA 1 by Artistik-Bootya :bow:
CrimsonPhoenix913 Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Yay you finally added me. Lol. Thanks for the faves :3

Peace Out! ^_^
mk0d Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
But if course!
CrimsonPhoenix913 Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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